goodbye 2024

something tells me that most people already did their goodbye to 2024 posts well before now

i’m not most people

2024 was full of highs and lows and real lows and super lows and incredible highs

how can you feel so beaten and so hopeful at the same time? i guess i know and i don’t have the right words to describe it hashtag future author or something

let’s start with the insanity

i wrote two books this year? i think? i think i have two fully finished first draft projects and i had every single audacity to submit them to chapbook publishers

i actually made a lot of submissions to journals last year – the audacity was audacitying. i got a lot of rejections aka everything i submitted was rejected. i have a few things still pending with fingers crossed but going into 2024 imma keep being audacious and keep submitting (first gonna be yolk i think).

i made a lot of physical work in school last year and sitting and creating changed something in me. i always wondered if i could return to accounting should i fail this endeavour. hello it’s 2025 me and i don’t think i can ever return. i want this.

2025 brings about the end of my college journey and what comes after is uncertain and scary. i have to learn to stick to my conviction or something i guess.

there’s more to talk about but i have a habit of creating drafts and never posting them so this website is now a journal and i’m tired of typing.

here’s to 2025!

silver star mountain, top of the ski lift, amazed that i’m actually here

4 responses to “goodbye 2024”

  1. ShulkerTheDev Avatar
    ShulkerTheDev

    Youll make it and go on to do great things

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    1. leigh ann Avatar

      fingers and toes crossed 24/7

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  2. Lively Life Avatar

    That’s awesome actually going the way to submit your writings to agencies. You can learn- and I know what you mean about beaten and hopeful simultaneously.

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    1. leigh ann Avatar

      yeah, learning to take rejections as ‘not yet’s instead of ‘no’s. i know i’m not the best at this point but part of getting over fears is exposure therapy.

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